http://beloveproductions.com/blog freak down Sun, 11 Feb 2007 04:44:42 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en There's a spot inside that feels unfamiliar.  Is this what loneliness feels like?  I am a stranger to loneliness.  Make no mistake.  I am the luckiest person alive.  I am surrounded by many people who love me.  I always have been.   I am the oldest of six.  And until very ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2007/02/10/the-stranger/ Dad moved on to his next adventure last night. My siblings and I took some time yesterday to start going through the things at dad's house.  The closest anyone lives to Denver is three hours, so we all wanted to get as much done as possible so that less responsibility will ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2007/01/11/dressed-in-black/ How can a person look exactly the same yet be so irreversibly altered?  The same skin color, the same fingernails, the same hair.  Lying there, he breathes on his own.  But he will never walk, never talk, never drive, and I'll never again hear his voice on the other end of ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2007/01/10/half-brain-dead/ Miss Peppo, aka Princess Pumpkin-Pepper Peanut Cha Cha Cha Pussycat.  She seems so innocent.  But really, she's a thief in disguise.  She steals my hairbands.  As soon as I go to bed, she leans up on my nightstand to see if she can find any hairbands.  I've learned, but after ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/12/07/the-greedy-thief/ Yesterday, I went along with Leah to do an interview with Nathan Gibbs.  Please do check out his art.  He's brilliant. I noticed it right away.  He looks like my brother, Corban.  But the funny thing is, he doesn't look like Corban's identical twin, Trevor.  But Trevor and Corban look so much alike ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/11/29/mistaken-identity/ Last week I had two craaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyy dreams -- amongst others. I was at a job interview or a client meeting.  I was led into a room where two other people were waiting to meet with me.  The room was an enclosed loft, with windows overlooking a courtyard.  We heard a vile screaming ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/11/28/the-bridge-and-the-beast/ 2002.  I went to Singapore.  I did some sight-seeing with my friend Marci and while shopping in Chinatown, I stumbled across these old Native American postcards.  I was positively mesmerized by their faces.   I've included what little historical data there was.  Yet another subject into which I'd love to immerse ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/11/06/native-americans/ What causes separation?  A veil?  A cross?  A star of David?  Money?  Sushi?  Balloons? On October 7, 2006, Jack Straw, Britain’s ex-foreign secretary said that women who wear veils over their face can make community relations harder.  Tony Blair later backed him up when he said that Muslim veils are "a ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/11/05/to-veil-or-not-to-veil/ When walking on my beach in "keep it funky" Leucadia aka Qualeudia, I am often taken by the lovely sand textures.  I say my beach, but it's not really mine.  It's just where I walk.  I  have taken many photos of the natural sand and stone sculptures.  Obviously I could use some ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/10/17/stone-souls/ I was invited to the California Governor and First Ladies Conference.  I saw the speaker line-up and couldn't pass it up.  And that was before that I saw that His Holiness, the Dalai Lama was going to be there.  I was so impressed by Maria Shriver!  She put together an amazing ... http://beloveproductions.com/blog/2006/10/12/maria-shriver-and-his-holiness/